Sometimes

Sometimes I wish love never existed

Like a drug fiend I'm addicted and trying to kick it

Emotions can go with it

I could really do without

All I need is logic, feelings only create doubt

And pain

All lies

No gain

I'm tired

Of the shame I feel when I'm lacking

I just start acting

Like I'm happy and content

With a loveless life of no passion

Love is a drug and I'm looking for a dealer

Like a girl with bad acne is looking for concealer

Or a group of refugees is looking for a leader

I'll seek her, look in every place that I can think of

Drive myself crazy thinking everything could be love

Then when I find her, I don't know what would happen

My past says it won't last because of something I'm lackin'

When I think of it that way I guess I take it back then. 

I've loved and lost, now I'll never love at all.

Hope you feel the frost off my cold shoulder when you fall

For someone else, and they just let you down

He's not like me! I figured you see that by now

I'm what you need, what you want. Open your eyes

And watch as what you need walks out before the sunrise.

Who's got the BEST best friend ever??

THIS GUY!!!!

BIG THANKS TO MR. ALEX GRANT

LOVE YOU MAN, CAN'T WAIT UNTIL YOU GET BACK!

Pursuit of Happiness

"I'm on a pursuit of happiness and I know everything that shines ain't always gonna be gold"
-Kid Cudi

Today I realized that shiny things excite me. Probably a little too much. I automatically see value in what could be fools gold, and only end up disappointed in the end. I wish I knew why it seems to happen like that so much. Maybe I'm just too desperate for gold. I want to find it so bad that I jump at the very chance that anything shiny may be gold. Maybe I'm scared of missing out on real gold, so I treat each potential situation as if it's the real thing. I mean when it comes down to it, we all want gold. We all want something valuable, something genuine, it's just a matter of how bad we sant it, and what we're willing to do to get it. I can't say I don't have any gold in my life, though sometimes we disappoint each other I consider my mother gold, Alex (my best friend from the beginning) is certified gold, my buddies on the debate team (Lindsey, Joel, Carrie) are definitely gold, pretty sure if you're reading this, I probably consider you gold too :-) Unfortunately, I've come across lots of fool's gold as well.

You were shiny
I saw potential
I fell for it
As I look closer
I see you for what you are
And I see what a fool I was
Fool's gold.

Very interesting article on FB and dating.

LOL

 A friend was just telling me about how the mormon evangelist on campus look at her when she tells them she's agnostic. Then I find this. Hilarious. 

All you need to know about Sci-Fi geeks

This is for G

Somebody should buy me this shirt. I promise I'll wear it!

Minus the foul language, I've been in this situation so many times as a kid. Oh memories

Uh oh...