Note to self:

Stop taking things so personally. I've got stop taking things so personally. Especially when it comes to people. New people even more. I get so uncomfortable and analyze everything. Every little thing. I don't know if analyzing things makes me care, or if I analyze things because I care. In the end I guess it doesn't matter. I need to stop, or at least scale it down a bit. Let things just be, take it for surface value. The thing about it is that I'm the only one effected by this. I'm the one racking my brain trying to figure out if what I feel is right and how I should react to it. It's my emotions that are reacting, and my mind that gets stressed. I need to stop, and I need to stop now.